IN heaven (or in hell for that matter) while
necessarily being OUT of your mind.
In a state of losing oneself.
Music, dance, sex/food, art, drugs, religion, and
insanity are some of the methods of
going in through the out door.
My perception of being born into hell by the age of 2, likely fueled my initial desire to live
outside of the box.
The thought patterns, ideas, goals, and actions that I create throughout my LIFETIME are essentially my true dwelling places and can
transcend any physical reality - good, bad, or in-between.
I, ultimately, depend on my mind alone to carry me through good times and bad times. The method to my madness makes meaningful relationships challenging in many ways, but it helps me LIVE a life understandable and tolerable to me, yet not necessarily to others. Are we ever truly understood, anyway?
While I strive to understand this existence and find my place in it, my greatest dream is to simply be myself, understood,
not defined, and, therefore, not alone.