When you drink and watch TV and nothing else with the intention of living in that space between life and death. Like in the documentary film
How to Die in Oregon, a terminally ill patient being consulted for
assisted suicide said :life has already ended, I'm looking to exit life."
Waiting to die is just that. Life has ended so you spend the rest of your days biding time.
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Why do you get 2,
40s after work
every day?" "I'm just waiting to die."