Word used when you have been hit with depression after a tragic event as though a normal
spade is black with an upside-down heart shape also used as a symbol of Darkness. It can cause a
not giving a shit feeling about anything and having the act of
a Lone wolf and unable to open up to people.
Derek:
What's wrong Robert, you haven't been as happy as before.
Robert: I'm
spaded by what happened yesterday